The best of me is you.....

I got some news yesterday that has shaken me down to my core. I wanted to run and hide but, I had to go volunteer at the High School and I deliberately missed my Bible study last night. I did not sleep well, I was awake by 4:00 this morning, fortunately there were no floating glow sticks to discombobulate me further (like yesterday wow). I got some lab results back and it looks like I have RA or they think I do. I am only 37 I asked my husband I am not middle age am I? He just laughed....I guess I am. The thing is even though I am tempted to cry....I feel peace seems a little strange to me but, I have to say (again) through all of the things that have been happening I have not freaked out like I have in the past. All I have to say about that is THANK YOU GOD!!! Psalm 34:1-4 says... I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall be continually in my mouth. My soul shall make its boast in the Lord; The humble shall hear of it and be glad. Oh magnify the Lord with me, And let us exalt His name together. I sought the Lord, and He heard me, And delivered me from my fears. (NKJ)  I have friends that are praying for me and, God is good He will see me through this time. In the mean time I have decided to try and stay positive learn what I can and see what can be done naturally (some of the meds have some very ugly side effects). I have noticed that when I started this blog things have been coming at me, (Murphys law in full force) and I am thinking the devil (I do not give him respect therefore I do not capitalize any part of his name) is not happy with me. I am standing here right now and I am shouting from the roof tops...(actually I am typing quietly but, I want to shout) satan YOU LOSE!!!!!! I will not let this get me down and I will not blame God and, I will do as Psalm 46:10 says Be still, and know that I AM GOD; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth. (NKJ) Yes sometimes I feel like I am falling apart but, this time I am not going to let anything get the best of me, that's all for God because, the best of me is God!

That's my thought for the day,

Crazy for Christmas