I admit I am struggling a lil bit in some areas and, I really try not to. I am working on letting go and it is ripping my heart out....I have been erased from someone's life and it hurts I cry, I get sad and it plain sucks! Try as I might to just walk away from it there is always a reminder just lurking around the corner, waiting to jump out and yell surprise I am going to make you cry today. Recently I was unfriended on facebook only, so I am told. All because of pages I follow. I support the parents of terminally ill kids some with cancer and some not. I pray, cry and send hugs and hopefully encouragement to the families and kids themselves. I was told the parents are being selfish and I was deleted. I admit it crushed me,we still text and talk but it feels different to me. I admit I am the queen of drama as much as I dislike it and I could be totally off about it. My point I guess is this I need to learn to rise above it and let God take the reins. No matter who may erase me I know God NEVER WILL. I also know that you can not completely erase someone from your life there will always be something that will shout hey remember this person? In the mean time my feelings are my feelings and I need to let them go so God can heal my heart and help me to move on....ya easier said than done but like with any other challenging thing in life it will take determination and will power to so no to me and yes to God and His will in my life so I can rise above and keep on moving. Whether you have been erased, deleted, washed out or unfriended remember God is there always and will not leave you, He will be the constant in your life and that my friends is just way cool!
That's my thought for the day,
Crazy for Chrismas
