A Hint Of Promise.....

I saw a double rainbow yesterday, it is not often that I get the pleasure of seeing one. When I looked at them the words A Hint Of Promise just popped into my mind. I just stared at them for a long while the first or "main" one was strong and vibrant and so full of color and beauty the second was almost just a hint of a rainbow yet still so visible and colorful and just as beautiful. I am different now than I was just a few months ago, things can happen that can and will spin an entire existence out of whack to the point where the certainty of life and where it is going is called into question. My questions? will I ever get past this happening? will my family? will we ever find peace? when will the pain stop and the healing begin? Like I said in my last post I am angry so very angry. I am dealing with wounds from the past that I thought had healed yet they have been torn wide open all over again on top of the hurt that my family is feeling. I am needed to be strong for my family and my strength is wearing thin I am tired. I am Peachy!!!! or so I tell people....I feel alone. I have stopped talking  to people I have shut down and I am dealing with it on my own because I am so tried of people telling me what I should or should not feel or think. I boycotted Mothers day, I begged for a reason to go to Church and I got silence....


Then God spoke to Noah and to his sons with him, saying: "And as for Me, behold, I establish My covenant with you and with your descendants after you, and with every living creature that is with you: the birds, the cattle, and every beast of the earth with you, of all that go out of the ark, every beast of the earth. Thus I establish My covenant with you: Never again shall all flesh be cut off by the waters of the flood; never again shall there be a flood to destroy the earth." And God said: "This is the sign of the covenant which I make between Me and you, and every living creature that is with you, for perpetual generations: I set My rainbow in the cloud, and it shall be for the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. It shall be, when I bring a cloud over the earth, that the rainbow shall be seen in the cloud; and I will remember My covenant which is between Me and you and every living creature of all flesh; the waters shall never again become a flood to destroy all flesh. The rainbow shall be in the cloud, and I will look on it to remember the everlasting covenant between God and every living creature of all flesh that is on the earth." And God said to Noah, "this is the sign of the covenant which I have established between Me and all flesh that is on the earth."
Genesis 9:8-17

I am not saying that God promised life would be peaches and cream but He did Promise us not to destroy us. Also He reminds us to look to Him at all times not just in time of need. I will admit I have wanted to boycott God as horrid as that sounds but I am angry yet again (or still whatever the case may be) my head says yes but my heart says silly girl God isn't going to let you go that easily.....will I get past this? hopefully so, will I ever see that light that is always said to be at the end of the tunnel?? again I hope so, will it be easy? no not at all, will I give up??? as much as I may want to probably not. I am searching for peace, Will I forgive those who hurt me and my family?? only time will tell but, I am reminded that Matthew 18:21-22 says Then Peter came to Him and said "Lord, how often shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? up to seven times?" Jesus said to him, "I do not say to you, up to seven times, but up to seventy times seven." so I really hope I do. Yesterday I saw A Hint Of Promise and it made me smile I mean really smile on my own for the first time in a long time....May God bring you peace and a hint of promise to you in your life.

That's my thought for the day,

Peachy but still Crazy for Christmas