What do Your Decisions say about you???

I have slacked some the last few months but, I am here today. Decisions we make in life will make the way for our life they also say a lot about who you are. If we choose to do our own thing not thinking of God's will or the people in our life we can see some not so nice things working....but, what if we strive to do what God wants and think of others and we still see some not so nice things in our life what then???? The decision is yours, we can let anger, bitterness, hatred, and deceit from the devil take over our lives or we can stand up and say ok God I get it where do I go from here??? Trust that 5 letter word that I am still working on it comes into play the thing is WE NEED TO TRULY HAVE IT!!!!! Hi my name is Billie  I have trust issues, I have no home, no car and I can not volunteer anymore in the schools because I have no way to get there....am I angry??? oh ya I am....one of the things I love to do the most has been taken away from me and I am so very frustrated and angry but, in the past God has blessed me with transportation through a friend then, it suddenly became unavailable but, is was to expensive for my family anyway yet He still provided and now........I am stuck...I know that He will continue to provide and there has to be a lesson in here somewhere right??? Last week I was told I am to used to being needy and I expect way to much from people who are helping....it broke my heart I HATE asking for help and this help was offered to me....so THE DECISION???? I am not asking anymore (except from God) I do not want to be seen in that light I want God to shine through me. I want people to look at me and see God shining in my actions, reactions and everything I do. I want to be an example for my kids and others I want them to see how I am in rough times and only by the grace of God will I come through it. May God bless you in your life and decisions.

That's my thought for the day,

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