Fumbling Hands

I had the words "God is great even when life ain't good. When I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should but, I do it anyway".......I totally LOVE that song!!!!!! It has reminded me that even though my life is not exactly like I think it should be, God is still there watching me and lending a hand when I truly need Him to. I have been struggling, yes I know I seem to always struggle but, in those times is when I seem to learn and relearn the lessons I need to.....if I do not get them the first time I have to keep learning them until I get it right.....God NEVER changes we do and sometimes not always for the best. God blessed me today and I am so thankful to Him for it too. I was thinking my unemployment was ending I had been sent a letter stating that. I was really STRESSING, my family struggles as it is and to lose that money as little as it is would hurt really bad.....when I stress I make wrong choices, then I tend to make life more difficult and that stresses me even more until I think I am gonna lose it!!!!! Now let me tell you this, all along I am telling myself don't stress, it will do no good, God will provide (He always does but do I listen no not really) I usually take matters into my own fumbling hands and TADA!!!!! You got it Here She Comes Miss Makes A Mess Of Her Life.....I am no Miss America not that I want to be but, my sinner nature likes to take over. I get cranky with extra attitude on the side. God is great and He will always be great, as a human I tend to forget that and I struggle and struggle and you get the point......I have gotten in the habit of when I tell someone I am going to pray for them I do it right then and there because, I do not want to forget and not get it done. That would mean I lied and I just do not want to do that in the least little bit. We forget but, God never does, I guess the lesson here is we need to R.E.M.E.M.B.E.R~ Reach out to God, Embrace His love, Make God first, Enter His gates with thanksgiving, March to Gods drum, Bear our cross joyfully, Enjoy Gods grace, mercy and love, Receive Gods peace. As we go along in our life keep in mind our choices are ours and may not always line up with what God wants. In time God will make His will known to us we just have to wait.

That's my thought for the day,

Crazy for Christmas